2010 നവംബർ 19, വെള്ളിയാഴ്‌ച


MWNAM


MWNATHODU ANIKKU VALLATHA PRANAYAM THONNUNNU...
KADUTHA NIRAMULLA PRANAYAM.........
KARANAGALILLATHEYULLA PRANAYAM........
ANTE CHINTHAYIL ALLA VIKARANGALUDEYUM MURTHIBAVAMANU MWNATHINULLATH....



ANIKKU ANTE MWNATHE VISHATHIKARIKKANAKUMO? ILLA ...
KAZHIYUM ANNU NJAN KARUTHUNNILLA...
ANNALLUM SRAMICHUNOKKETTE?...

ORU PADU SNEHIKKUNNAVARODU ATHU ADUTHU PARAYENDI VARUMBO AKSHARANGAL CHERNNA VAKKUKALUM...VAKKUKAL CHERNNA BASHKALUM MATHIYAKATHE VARUMBO KANNU KALIL PIRAVIYEDUKKUNNA ANTE SNEHATHINTE KADALULKKOLLUNNA SUNTHRAMAYA ANTE MWNAM.......

ONNUMM PARAYATHE ANNE KETTIYITTIRIKKUNNA ANTE PRIYAPETTAVANTE KANNILLE KAVITHA.....ATHANU ANIKKU NEDANAGARHAMULLA MWNAM.....

NETTANGALILE SANTHOSHATHINE AVISHKKARIKKANAKATHE VARUMBOL THONDAYIL KURUNGUNNA AMRTH


STHRI AMMAYAKUMBO ...MARILE PALAZHIYIL KUNJURANGUMBOL CHARUTHARTHYATHODE DYVATHODUM PURUSHANODUM ULLA NANNIYUDE PRARTHANA .....ATHAVUM NJAN ASWATHIKKAN POKUNNA ATTAVUM MANOHARAMAYA MWNAM..

NASHTTAPEDALUKALE THIRICHARIYUMBOL HRATHAYATHE NURUKKUNNA VETHANA ATHUM MWNAMAYIRUNNU....

UCHARICHU ASHUDTHAMAKKANAGRAHIKKATHA ADYAPRANAYATHINTE PARUSHUDHI ATHINUM SHABTHAM UNDAYIRUNNILLA....

PRAKRTHI MANUSHYANODU INIYUM PARANJU THARATHA RAHASYANGALUDE KALAVARA ....MWNAMALLATHE MATTENTHANATH?..............

NJAN MWNATHE PRANIYIKKUKAYANU...... MWNAMAYI.......

2010 നവംബർ 17, ബുധനാഴ്‌ച


ALICE SPRINGSILEKKE ORU YATHRA........:-) <3


Anikku parijayamillatha lokathinte atho oru bagathanu ee sthalam ...paranju mathram parijayamulla ee buthalathil ninnanu ante jevithathinte varnnangal mayichu kalayan shakthamaya aa kattuvannu vishiyath..avidekku thaneeyanu attavum kuduthalayi pokuvan agrahikkunnathum....appozho ante chinthakaleyum ,vakkineyum sathyamallathakkiya theerumanagalude theerangal pulki etho swpnalokkathekku annapole ante vivekathinte kannuketti kondu poya sthalathu thanneyanu pranayam anna vakkinu jevanudennu theliyichu kondu njan jevichu kanikkendathum..pokanam ...bagavan rakshichu thanna jevaneyum ,jevithatheyum konde anikku orikkalavide pokanam....


chiriyil thelinja snehathinte dramshttakku ante swpnagaludeyum,santhoshathinteyum vilayundennu njan thiricharinjittum,... parayanariyatha nyangal paranju adyamayi ante mansakshiye vanjichath appozhayirunnu? Ormayilla....
nilakkatha kadaline kannil anthikkonde njan parayatte ne illathayappol anu njan athu thirichariyunnath..ne illathe njan apoornnayanu annullath ..ninte shabathathinu mathramanu anne urakkanulla kazhivunadayirunnollu annullath..njan ninne athra pranayichirunnu annullath..annil ninnum orikkalum ante pranayam akale ayirunnilla..pedikondo,kettupadukalude kayarukondo manasine varinju murukkiyirunna vethana kannu neer puzhayayi ozhukiyappol jevitham arinjavarum kandavarum vithiyanennu paranju thannitte poykkalanjathevidekkane? manasine kollunna valsalyathinte chudano? Atho thettano cheyunnath anna chothiyam ulkkonda kanalno?...anikku manasilakunnilla anganeyanu pranayam oru thettayi marunnath?thettukal onnum cheythittilla angil ! pranayam anna vakku kondu paranju theerkkavunnathalla aa bantham angil !....


avalorikkalum ottakkayirunnilla thakarnnu poyappozhathrayum thanalum thanuppumayi aa karangal avalude kannunneeru thudachirunnu...thalli parayumbozhum avalavane snehikkukayayirunnu annu thiricharinjirunnu avale annennekkumayi kadam chothikkunna oru pavam manasu mayi avanavalkkuvendi annum kathirunnu kshamayode ,viswasathode .....maruthu paranja oro vakkilum,nishethicha swathanthryathilum manasine niyanthricha nishkalangamaya avalude pranayam avan mathram thiricharinjathu kondavanam avlippozhum allavrkkum priyappettavalayi nilanilkkunnath...athe aval avane mattenthilum athikamayi pranayichirunnu alla pranayichu kondirikkunnu...


Ninne kurichu azhuthuvan anikku kazhiyumengilum anikku ne arannu annullath azhuthuvan kazhiyilla .ne illangil annulla chothyathinuthravum....athu lipikalillatha mattetho bashayilanu manasinullil ullath..palavattam sramichittumm purathekku varatha ante athmavinte basha..ninakkumathram vayikkanariyavunna etho priyamulla pattinte eeradikale pole..ante sneham niranja muwnathe pole ... nammukku chuttum matharam sangarikkunna nammude kochu lokathil nirthathe alayadichu kondirikkunnu....thammil kanunnillengilum oruvakku samsarikkan sathichillengilum neyum njanum akalangale pariganikkathe aswathikkunna sangithamayi marunnu....


anikkippozhum ariyilla appozhengilum anne thanichakkunna ante vikarangale virangalippikkunna aa manju kalam veendum varumo anne!...kanamarayathevideyo irunnu anikku vendi thanna jevithavum ,snehavum orikkalappozho njan maruthu poyittum ne anikku mathramayi kathuvachu..swpnagalude kudaravum pranyam vattatha jevithavum kay vasham undengilum veendum avide okeyo vilakkinte changalakal kettupinaju kidakkunnu annalippol ninne pole thane anikkum nammude pranayathode viswasamunde .... mattoralilil ninnum agrahikkatha samrakshanathinte chudum ninakku mathram anullath...ante kathiruppukalkkum prarthanakkum arthamundakunna divasathileke iniyum dyrkyamunde njan manasilakkunnu ...pakshe athinini oru janmathinte thane dyrkyam undengil polum ninte pranayam parajayapedan njan anuvathikkukayilla karanam ne anne mathram pranayikkunnu annullathupole thanne ninne mathram anu anikku pranayikkan kazhiyukayollu ... ninnil mathrame njan avasanikkukayollu


namukku pokanam anne tholppicha alla nammale tholpichu kalanja alice spring anna sthalathekku...aviduthe sayahnagalil yathrakkarillatha vazhiyorangalilude iniyum paranju theeratha kathakal paranju nadakkumbol njan jayikkum alla yathratha maya snehathinu athirthi kalppikkan manushyarkku kazhiyukayilla annu nammal theliyikkum....ante janmam punnyamullathavum..njan kalnagamillathavalakum....


pularanirikkunna nalle kalilekku chinthakal nelumbozheppozhm manasil nee neettiyirunnittum vangathe poya aa kungumacheppine pattiyanu njan chinthikkunnath?ante priyante kannile rakthathullikal veena sinthooramlkonde sumangaliyayi ante sthrithwathine parishudyakkunna nimishatheyanu swpnam kanunnath.......

2010 നവംബർ 9, ചൊവ്വാഴ്ച

ekayayi ee jalakapadimel...


Vrthasathanathile maravicha manikurukalkke ante ormakalude nizhalanakkangalode enthinanithra veruppe!thondayil kurungi kidakkunna ante vithumbalukalkke ninne ayirunnu annum avashyam kadalukalkkappuram irunnum athu palappozhum ne thottarinjiottunde angilum... ninnil mathramayi illathavan njan agrahichirunnu vengilum ...vilapikkunna ante manasinodum swpnagalodum annum allavarkkum thonnunnthe verum balishyamaya vashi anna karuthal mathramane neyum nalkiyollu…anthil ninnane avarenne mattinirathan sramikkunnath ante kochu kochu santhoshangalil ninno atho varanirikkunna valiya vipathennu verum vakku pulambunna jevithathilorikkalum oru nanmayumcheyathe athikarathinte mepodi paranju nadakkan agrahikkunnavarude vilayillatha akulathukalude kunapurathekko….evide ee anathathwathinte jaranara bathicha vrtharude sathrathilekku njan vannu kayariyitte ippol 2 varshathilathikamayirikkunnu…kalppazhakkam chenna pusthakakettukalum athile varinirathettatha niyamangalude pattikkayum ivideyulla antheyavasikaleyum anneyum oru pole shwasam muttikkunnathane….mattangalillatha dinacharayakalum azhuthivaykkapetta sthiram ruchikalumayirunnu alladivasathinteyum virasathakku nettipattam charthiyath…

ante nadineyum purvikareyum narakathulyam pedippicha ,swathanthrathinte parakkunna pattam potticherinja britishukarude naduvil….ippozhum ante thalamurakku labikkatha swathanthrayathinte bagamayi njan ee njanum ullathe ante janmanattil ninnum azhu kadalukalkkippuram …orikkaleppozho num ishttamundayittallengilum njaninnum ivarude adimappani thanneyanu cheyunnath annu parayumbol athmabimanathil undakunnathu murivellppikkunna oru villalla annullathane vethanippikkunna sathyam….nattil ninnum ingottirangi purappedumbol manasilekku thelinju vannirunnath poriyunna veyililum surayathapathe tholppichukonde thilangunna mukavum niaranja chiriyumayi chilavukal kazhinju bakkiyulla viyarppinte nanayangalum ayi padippura kadannu varunna achaneyane..padikkunna kalathorikkalum njan ante note pusthakathinteyo ,chaya pencilukaludeyo vilayepatti orthu sangada pettirunnilla angilum oru padu vilayullathonnum nammukku vangan okkilla annu anne aro paranju padippichathupole njan avaye onnum manasal agrahikkan dyrya pettrunnum illa…Amma….njan orikkaloru baryayal ante ammaye poleyakanam annum appozhu agarahikkarunde…karanam amma arinjirunnu achanenthanennu…enthane vendathennum enthanu prolsahippikendathennum amma arinjirunnu….avarekurichorkkumbol anikkundakunna abimanavum ,snehathinte azhavum evide ee jalakapadiyil annum kannuneerthullikalay veenirunnu…avare santhoshamayittiruthan aa niswarthamaya snehathinode athmarthatha pularthan njan iniyum anthanu vendath?makklekurichu orimichu abimanikkunna achanum ammayum akan avare bagavan anugrahikkatte…ee kettidathinte onnam nilayil 3 jevanukalude orikkalengilum makkale kanuvan avragrahikkunnuvo annullath annum anne athishayippikkunna oru chinthayane…samayam iruttivarunnu..anne pedippikkunna the irutte…thazhe anne anozhikkunnudavanam…mizhineetti nilakkarulla aa vichanamaya vazhiyode veendum anikku pranayam thonnunnu….poyi varamennu paranju njan thirinju nadannu.thirike varumennu avanum ante kathil mantrichirunnuvo??? illa thonniyathakanam....

annille pranayam...





athe anikkippozhum anyamayi nilkkunnathenthano athanente pranayam....ante sherikaleyum ,thettukaleyum oru pole ulkkonda...anne njan ayi pranayicha nishkkalangamaya sneham ....bhumiyile vayuvum jalavum mannum illathayi poyalum nashichu pokatha athmavinte thirayal..athananete pranayam...chinthakalkkoppo bavangal marivarunna azhayiram nirangalulla mazhavillu poleyanu ante pranayam.....bagichukodukkathe muzhuvanum nalkunna samrakshnanamanente pranayam...kavithapole,pookkale pole ...aa padunna puzhapoleyanu ante pranayam...